SierraLD12

She is restless Itching to get out and play She's wondering why I won't let her out Bubbling just beneath the surface I fall and crumble The guard is down She rushes in without a second thought Her mission is endless Eat everything you can get your hands on Shovel. Stuff. Cram. every morsel into my mouth Taste buds in fire Can't get enough She gives a sickly satisfactory smile She has done her job She slithers away into the darkness Waiting to surface again While I sit and cry over what she has done to me

What would it feel like to not wake up one day? Would it hurt? I know thinking like this is bad. Crazy doctor bad. But it's still there. All the time. It's just there...

What would you do If you knew I cried myself to sleep Every night? To stand on my feet Is a daily struggle? I wind myself up for the world A world that doesn't care. I use energy I don't have. Just so I might get you to look at me Just once Just once

Eyes have a glassy stare Reflecting the dying world Mouth stitched shut So to never scream again All that I can do is cry blood As I watch the world die around me

Sweet smell fills my lungs Heat licks at my skin Silent scream leaves my lips I hear nothing in this vortex I shouldn't of soaked my skin in gasoline I shouldn't of lit that match I take it back I take it back The flames have deceased now All that is left is charred flesh Raspy breathing I'm still alive I got my wish OH how I wish I didn't

we all blindingly bow down to your ever powerful glory

I smile that malicious smile The one you hated so As I plunge my fingers into my chest I figured I give you my beating heart The one you crushed And threw away like crumbled paper The one you said was yours and no one else Now it is Hurry and take it The blood is soaking the ground I'm pretty sure it will leave a stain Good I know how you love your imported carpets Why do you look at me like that? You didn't expect me to come here? I'm not like the others Haven't you learned that by now I'm not going to disappear I want to know what happened I wanted to know what happened a long time ago No, Now I don't give a damn All I